Hi Shanu!
4 months have gone by that I haven't seen your bright smiling face nor heard your voice filled with laughter... When I hear the honk of the school bus, I wish I could see you jumping out, swinging your umbrella, saying your happy byes to the children in the bus; chatting to Delli, Chitkoo and all the doggies and cats before coming up and ringing the doorbell... The best moment was when I could take you into my arms and kiss you till I annoyed you and you pushed me away... If I didn't answer the door, I could hear your expectant "Where's mamma?" and you would come right into the bedroom and throw yourself at me in a big bear hug... I miss all of it Raja... At church, when hymns are sung that "God is good all the time and that we are all part of His perfect plan" , I wonder... Why you? When Abba died, something within me died too. But Baalu, with you leaving me so suddenly, a huge crater has been formed. Life can never be the same without you, my Babulu... :'( I love you my baby... loads and miss you even more... My little angel, always be by my side, giving me all of your love, warmth and protection- my knight in shining armour. I pray that wherever you are you are immensely happy 'coz you deserve the best and nothing less! Remember that you were and always will be mamma's darling princess...