Hey Joker, Never thought a day would come when I will have to wish you for your birthday without hearing your melodious voice. Here's your Yobert wishing you a very Happy Birthday. Your first birthday in heaven with Lord Jesus. I'm sure all the angels and the saints are celebrating your birthday and making it a special one for you. Wasn't easy to let go of you, at times I still feel frozen in time. But now that you fly around in heaven I longed to talk to you and say all that I ever wanted to. Kept your picture on my desktop, as my whatsapp dp and tried many other ways but still wasn't feeling right in my heart. Finally I placed your picture at the altar and that's where I found myself at peace. Every morning when I lift Liam in my arms and pray in front of the altar, we pray to Jesus for you. Liam is growing looking up to his sister in heaven. We both give one kiss each to baby Jesus and to baby Svetlana. Still can't forget the joy in your voice when you first saw Liam in St. Pius on 2nd November and you introduced him as your brother "He is my brother". During the entire mass you went on smiling/giggling/laughing looking at him. "Aww he is so cute" were your first words. I try and control hard not to cry but at times can't control my tears. Perhaps I still let my emotions get over me, but I believe you are worth of all my emotions and all my love. Just remember baby that even if your earthly existence has ceased you still and forever remain a burning flame in my heart. There were many people who at one point or the other remained my inspiration but with time they fade away. You, my darling, are an inextinguishable inspiration for the rest of my life. I look up to you. In your remembrance, I give my best and do things in life. My humble prayer at Jesus' feet: Pass on the warmth of my love to my sweet Jambu. Pass on my care and affection to her. Tell her that life will never be the same for me here on earth but promise to make up for this "separation" when I meet her again. She will never have to ask to "tarry" as you my Lord, now, hold her in Your arms. Close to Your heart. Let every day of her stay in paradise be filled with the best of eternal life. Amen. Infinite love and kisses, Yours and yours alone, Yobert.