It is the 10th of April, Shanu. It's a month ago on that ill-fated day that you just slipped away and I still feel as if you are somewhere there, that you have gone on a long trip. I see you in my dreams, and the kind of joy that gives me is unfathomable, just knowing that I can still touch you, hug you and do all the things that I did for you. I could do them until the end of time, just for you, my baby. I miss you my Raju.... Loads.... When I look at your pictures, they all seem like yesterday. I am frozen in time... I love you lotttts my puppy! Mamma